Universe.

What is happening with the world. Can we all just get along? Something is not lining up.

Day off.

Hooray to lazy day offs. I did absolutely nothing productive but watch Andy Barker PI.

And thanks to César Chávez for helping farm labor union and for your fine work, I have no school today. Gracias.

You Keep Me Hanging On.

This year Idol sucks. Well I don't think anything can compare to last year with Daughtry and Yamin. Woo to Elliott's album. Anyway, the only person I look forward to is Blake Lewis. Ever since he sang Keane, damn boy. And he reminds me of Ryan Atwood but less wife beaters and more hair. Also good voice who can beatbox and he's not trying so hard like that Chris R - JT wannabe (stop). His songs have been on repeat, get at me if you want the studio versions.

I don't even worry about Sanjaya anymore, I think he will last 3 more weeks. Pony tail mohawks make me very sad. Like really, God why? I have a theory he is just singing bad to gather attention and miraculously he will sing hella better but then people will stop voting and he will be kicked off. No one else is worth mentioning on that show. No neck girl, legs, leukemia patient.

I can't wait for The Office, 30 Rock, Heroes to return and new episodes of How I Met Your Mother, Ugly Betty, Grey's. I know I know I watch too much television, but what else is new? I guess I'll write some commentary on some shows mmkay mmkay.

Winded.

As I was walking home from I hope my last bus ride, I flew. Okay not like Peter Petrelli flying but I swear it. The wind almost knocked me off my feet. I miss Heroes.

Sexy Back Pt 3.

Yes! Justin Timberlake will have a second leg of his sooo sexy tour and it's coming to San Jose in September. You know I'll try to get floor seats, but if not, I'm not sure if I should be spending. I did see him twice in January, but I will be down. "FutureSEX LoveSound" damn I can imagine it now. All I hope is for a different opening act. God, I've see Pink so many times as opening act, I need a new shade. I hope 949 has another contest. Dirty dozen what up?

Google.

So we googled our friends during lunch today. Results were pretty interesting. 69.

Catsup.

Hello whoever missed me! I missed you too. Sorry, I have been really really busy with school. That's what I get for taking 19 units haha. Okay but the cinema class is cool even though today was from 4-10. Marilyn Monroe lived such a short and tragic life. Btw, I'm taking a cinema class focusing on her films this weekend. Gentlemen's Prefer Blondes; very funny, "Don't you know that a man being rich is like a girl being pretty? You wouldn't marry a girl just because she's pretty, but my goodness, doesn't it help? "and had "diamonds are a girl's best friend" singing number, oh very reminiscent of Moulin Rouge. Also I liked how every time the movie was about to do a musical number, a guy said "Fuck" hella loud. But first half of class, girls behind us banged my chair a couple of times because they didn't have room, but I forgave them cause what can they do, exercise? Zing. Burn.

What else? Making up nicknames continue to rock my world. Arizona is wild; nice rockclimbing, pool sliding, tan toned wrestler mommies, this is why I'm hot with sand, children with Pillbury Doughboy tummies, not so puppy Dolce running crazy with a toy in his mouth and Marge shaped cactus. And traveling by plane is fun especially alone. Yes, I took my laptop out and felt like an important person; only thing I did was listening to my Itunes though. Stewardess (that's a weird looking word), or is it called flight attendants now and days anyway, they be throwing peanuts at people. And security can suck it. But I hid a razor in my shoe in suitcase, but they took out my lip gloss asking me what is this? Idiots. But traveling is the greatest. Try it.

Still dirrty.

Sexy, too sexy. The Back to Basics tour had one of the hottest line-ups in awhile. I would like to thank those four people who never showed up in their seats, for me, Ken, Queena and Jvu to sit much closer. Cheers to you four strangers! Danity Ken Kane started the concert, I did not realize how well they actually danced. Also I heard ahem, from Ken, that many the girls were sick. "Ride For You" and "Showstoppers" really brought the mixed crowd down. Really, I have not seen such different bunch of fans at a concert. Btw, this is my number 14th concert, haha yes we counted.

Before The Pussycat Dolls started I thought they were just burlesque strippers. And after I thought they danced like strippers but at least one could sing. That song with "ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha" was in all our heads. Also there was this one guy hella dancing badly by himself but took hella attention off PCD. But really that was just filler time for the big show. Miss Christina Aguilera can sing. She came out in the white piece suit and belted "Ain't No Other Man." So gorgeous, I loved her costume changes, she had really hot glamous dresses. Jvu got turned on. Her montages were cool especially during "Thank You" showing all her old videos ("Come On Over" one of the best); she really grew up since Genie, oh I love her, what a real singer unlike crazy bald Britney. Also she sang her old songs but remixed it. I miss the old ones , I wish she sang more off Stripped. The show delivered by having a circus set to just a moon and the piano. That guy from the audience who got strapped to the wall was lucky ahha. I also wanted nachos. And I got sad when my battery died before "Beautiful." Took lots of pics holla at digital zoom. Very good show, worth it. And I got a poster, its soo hot.

Crack.

I can't stand seeing white crack asses around campus all the time. Really, its everywhere, during lecture you just happen to see it. Even if you walk through the library I guarentee you will at least see one. Please all you crack offenders, eithet put on long jacket, backpack, person, please raise your panties or check yourself before you wreck yourself. Thank you.

West Coast.

This song has been in my head all week. What a coincidence that on a Thursday I find Jason's Schwartzman's West Coast off Myspace. You are too cool if you recognize the song.

Dog.

This commerical is so funny. Please look for the others especially alien swooping on that dude's girl. The dog cracks me up, "you disappoint me." Story of my life, just kidding. It's pretty funny that it's a commerical for being above the influence yet, I bet those cartoonist were on something.

5 seconds.

I was 5 seconds too late. I missed the earlier bus by 5 seconds. I hate that. I even tried to stop that driver but he didn't even try to stop. A older lady passed me and said "sometimes you are lucky and get people who are nice."I couldn't help but smile.

When those moments happen I just can't help and wonder what if i got on that bus? Would my life be so much different? Makes me wonder about destiny. Would running that much faster change that course of mine?

I think I question life too much and I should just concentrate on living. So I waited at the bus stop for another 25 minutes reading about Eleanor Roosevelt, and forgot about those 5 seconds ago.

The OC.

One of the best is over. It has been a week since Ryan, Seth, Summer, the Cohens, Taylor, Julie walked into the sunset. I have enjoyed my tuesdays, wednesdays, thursdays (I blame FOX) watching the drama-filled antics that is - The OC.

Yes, it is just a television show but it was more than that. It created "Chrismukkah," fashionable females, gave an outlet to indie bands such as Death Cab for Cutie, The Shins, Phantom Planet, Imogen Heap, etc. and the witty remarks from Seth Cohen.

We have the dvds to remember the outrageous storylines (Oliver Trask, Charlotte, Johnny meets the cliff), mistakes (Caleb's death) and groundbreaking moments (Spiderman kiss, Marissa's death, Ryan & Taylor) and the montages, oh the montages. They did really have the best didn't they?

Season 4, brought new energy back into Newport. On thursdays, Ryan and Taylor made me smile. Marissa was such a pain. I hope Autumn Reeser gets another show fast, she literally saved the show. She had the best lines of the season, "Well what if I did? Hm? What if I did rent a homosexual for the evening...and pay him with rare collectibles from Asian cinema? What difference does it make to you?" and "I know, I know bad Taylor! I shouldn't have tried to get you drunk, just like I shouldn't have pretended to be sleep therapist, or rented Roger the homosexual ..."

And who knew Ben McKenzie is such a hottie? All these years I have been distracted to the geekiness that is Adam Brody. Enough blushing. Seth and Summer lacked the romantic chemistry from previous seasons, but the final montage made it all worth it. The music was set by Patrick Park's "Life is a Song" and has been in my head this whole week, as seen on my Myspace. But really the finale did the series justice: Julie making something of herself, Ryan and Taylor together (shy glances), Seth and Summer getting married, Ryan coming full circle and saving a kid like how Sandy saved him. Here's to you OC, "Maybe if we turned this into a body-switch comedy, we could have squeezed two or three more years out of this."



"Time to let go of the things we used to know"

Opposites.

You see it all the time. A hot guy holding hands with ... a 5. I laugh at how life ends up lke that. Then you think, how the hell does that happen? "She must have a great personality, a love match experiment, or just straight up fuckin' blind." Do opposites really attract?

In the long term, I doubt it. You need that commonality to stay together. Whether it is looks, interest, religion, or values, you need something more in an intimate relationship than just sex.

But really, I wonder why good looking people lower their bars? Maybe they have no expectations, fear of loneliness, lack the ability of being shallow (yeah, right), or starting from the bottom working their way to the sweet pussy heaven. Is that what men do? Weave through the weed fields to end up in the garden of paradise?

How would I know right? I am far from being an expert. Maybe I'm just being an overzealous hater.

Fastballs.

Same dull predictable life over and over.

Go to school. Get home. Eat. Chat on AIM. Watch TV. Sleep. Dream. Wake up. Go to school. Get home. Get a phone call.

Then "Life hands you a curveball." I hate fastballs.

It's so hard seeing someone you love, unconnected. It has been a hard & emotional past couple of months. The family spent our nights and weekends at the hospital holding our rosaries tight. Praying & crying. Crying & praying. We are strong. You are stronger. A month has passed since general hospital, now spending the nights and weekends at Lola's house. We love you. We want to here you again, stop being so shy & speak please.

Beginnings.

Everyone needs an outlet.